Stayed up until 5am in the morning yesterday to do my project, and yet there were so little things had been done! I hate my slow progression while doing things that need to be done urgently Grrr

Woke up at 10.30 am and will have lesson at 11am. I quickly jump off my bed and get my shower done. After showering and while I was combing my hair and OMG! I saw a white hair! I couldn't believe that! >.< I didn't dare to do anything to the white hair... I am afraid that it will worsen the condition. I heard people said that if you pluck a white hair, 2 more white hair will grow out. I am not sure how true it is, but I don't want to take the risk. I am only 23, and I don't want to have any white hair on my head!

How? How? How? I don't want a white hair at the age of 23!!! Is it because of stress? I promise I won't stress myself too much... White hair, can you go away? :(

I love my new bedsheet so so much!

Cute Sheep!!! ^__^

Baa baa black sheep
Have you any wool?
Yes sir, yes sir
Three bags full.
One for my master,
One for my dame,
And one for the little boy
Who lives down the lane.

Yes! Today is the day that my first deal closed! yay! So happy that I have my first customer already and my boss said that I have already broken my egg! LOL :P
(Well, if you do not understand what does that mean, egg basically means 0. So I will not have 0 deal for my first month! =))
Today is 1st of August! It marks a good start for my so called ''career''!! ^_^

Went to Joel's birthday celebration today at Harbour Front Centre for Dim Sum Buffet there. The food there actually not bad, but still not as good as the one that I had in Geylang, when I first visited Singapore about 4 years ago. Sadly, I cant rememer which restaurant was that. We followed a tour and I was still so blur to recognise places in Singapore during that time! >.< The fellow volleyballers at Harbour Front Centre! =)

Felt quite happy today with this gathering actually, managed to catch up with them after I went back home for 2 months. Also update a bit of gossips that happened in our team. hahhaha :P More couples coming up! =)

My school will start after next week, after the Singapore's National Day.
I have gotten my FYP project and it's about Self-Healing Concrete. My FYP will be starting next week, after I attend the presentation by Thao, the PhD student next Tuesday... I have 2 thesis to read before that to get an idea of what the project is about! OMG!!! I hate reading paperssssss
Doing research is so sienzzz... I dont like to do research... but no choice, every student must undergo this stage before graduating.
That's life! Haiz... :(

After next week, I have to juggle my time to fit in my studies as well as my working time. I have to manage well my time so that I don't have to sacrifice my working time, and at the same time manage my studies and FYP. I really like this job.. It's getting more fun and exciting after seeing there are actually many different types of cases that I have to understand and know how to manage it. There are still room for learning, and it gives me great satisfaction when people trust us and the deal is closed. Also, it enables me to explore my interest as well as capability in other fields besides engineering.
So yup, wish I could do it! Let's cross the fingers and wish for the best! =)

I was back to volleyball again yesterday! It was really excited to touch volleyball again after such a long time. I think there should be 3 months I havent been playing volleyball at all if I am not mistaken. Miss it so much! But then, my body is aching all over now..

I went to swim again this evening! Havent been swimming too for a long time, about 4 months? :P
Swimming really worsen the muscle pain on my arms and hips and thighs... :'(
I can do nothing better than sitting on the chair and facing my computer... Zzz
Haiz.. should play more sports next time. Should not be on hiatus for such a long time...

Put all the blame to my boss! He doesnt allow me to work today and tomorrow! Will go to work only on Monday... So I have to find my own activities to do... I dont want to go shopping, I dont feel like buying anything for the moment...
But still not bad. Met up with Ah Cheng today and had lunch at Jurong Point. A friend that I havent met for 3 years! A good chance to catch up though =)

My sentence very cui today, not in the mood of writing...
Alright, till here I stop! =)

Today is my first day working for my part time job in Loan Supermart. It is actually a mortgage consultancy firm and it was started up 3 years ago. Their major role is to help people to reduce their liability and save money with regards to their home loan with banks.

My job is basically to call customers and give recommendation on the most attractive interest rates that are offered by various banks in Singapore. If they want to apply for a new loan or refinance their existing loan, I will have to fix an appointment with them to collect documents from them. We are not selling any products here, so people tend to be more receptive to the idea as they don't have to fork out money from their own pocket. and the most importantly, our service is FOC! =)

I am actually quite happy that I came across this job as I get a chance to learn about home loan which I knew nothing about before. There are a lot of thing to learn and I have to learn it very fast! Luckily my boss is very nice and he is willing to teach me! ^_^ I guess it should be a great satisfaction when I have my own customers and I am helping people to save money. I am waiting for this chance to come in the near future! Though they seem hard for me at this stage, I will give my best to this job until I am independent enough to handle cases. And of course, at the same time, study well ^__^

P/S: So happy that I got my new pair of sportshoes today! It was sponsored by Amazeal for our Volleyfest ' 09.

This is specially designed for volleyball! =)

They are nice, aren't they? ^_^

Time flies, 2 months have passed and that means my vacation is ending. I am now back in Singapore and waiting to start my Final Year Project.

Sitting in my room, not sure whether there is anything that I can do other than surfing the net and blog about something. There are still 3 weeks before next term start. I wish I will be able to start my FYP earlier before the term start so that I won't be idling around and wasting time here.
Oops! No, I must start it before the term start, that's my purpose of coming back here so early. I can't waste my time here and do nothing. I might as well stay at home longer if like that.

I stayed at home for 2 months for this vacation. I guess I will hardly get a chance to stay at home for so long already after this. Next term, will be my final year. Yes. I am stepping into my fourth year in NUS! Time past so fast! I will be busy working for my FYP next year, as what seniors did. So I guess I will be like that too in my final year. I'm gonna miss home! :((((

This time back to my hometown, there are a few things that I am happy about.
Firstly, mummie said papa has changed a lot. Papa treats mummie better now and I can see that myself too. It makes me feel kind of relieve and I hope this condition would persist. ^__^
Granny has finished undergone surgery for both her knees. She can now walk without having to rely on a walking stick. Feel so happy seeing her becomes better and stronger day by day. ^__^
Sister is back from KL. She will be settling down in hometown and get a job there. Mummie and papa will have a companion and won't feel that lonely anymore. We are always not around them, and sis can take care of them now. Wish that sis will get a job soon! ^__^

For myself! I have learned to bake cakes and cookies! I baked a cake my papa for Fathers' Day and he was so delighted! Haha..
Unfortunately, I didn't capture a picture of that wor :((

But, I have pictures for cookies! Hee =)

they are nice oh :Pthis is for my cousin... He loves that a lot! ^__^

I wanna go out tomorrow! to meet my friends that have not seen for so long...
I will be wasting money again... Oww I am a bad girl... :((((

P/S: Listening to "会长大的幸福".. What a lovely song and romantic love!
浪漫，和贫富无关。是心让爱灿烂！

爱是送你会长大的幸福
用生命为你变魔术
永远被保护
牵手围着会长大的幸福
任它开花结果变大树
我们唱着歌 欢呼
爱是送你幸福
每天每天每天为你变魔术
永远被保护

终于
他和另一个她开始了

当我知道时
心里却有一种莫名的感觉
不懂得如何去形容
已经快两年了
一直以来还以自己已经放下了
现在才知道
原来这伤口
还会有点痛

记得那时他说是时间的问题
要兼顾工作与学业
没预备要开始新的一段感情
或许当时的那些话
只不过是当初想离开的借口而已

当时的我
傻傻的说会等他
当时的他
或许只在笑我笨吧

现在的她
我不懂是谁
只知道
他称赞她很漂亮

为什么
人与人之间的感情
可以如此脆弱
和一个人走得那么靠近
最后却可以只是插身而过

第一次面对感情
虽有很多甜蜜与快乐
但也有悲伤
或许这也称不上是什么第一次
因为我们连手也没牵过

我不会讨厌他
更不会恨他
恨一个人会累
或许是我的问题
是我不能让他有一股
想牵我的手的冲动
亦或许
是我们有缘无分
有很多或许
是我至今也还不能明白的或许

或许这样也好
我会比较容易放下
希望有一天
当我们在街上遇见时
还可以像朋友一样
向对方微笑问好

在这里
我衷心的祝福你
朋友
祝你幸福