I thought I will be alone for the Christmas Eve this year. Luckily I was not. I am happy that I have them to accompany me, always...

Had a cheerful night out with cf and tp this evening, and with ky and tp last night. So glad that we are still together, even though we haven't seen each other for quite some times..

I suggested to exchange Christmas Present since it's Christmas Eve ! And I got a present from cf, it's a cute handphone strap!! Very nice =)
(Pictures will be uplaoded soon...We took loads of pictures! )

I feel so so happy coz I am not alone for Christmas!!

Merry Christmas to all my friends!
Wish everyone happy everyday and enjoy every moment in our lives.

It will be the loneliest Christmas that I will ever had since I came to Singapore.

It is not the same as before. Friendship really gets weaken after friends graduated and started to work.

I really don't like loneliness.

I wish I could meet my special one soon and have a lovely Christmas. (Mom starts to hint me to get a boyfriend now. Well mom, I wish to have one too! Just that I haven't met the one.)  =)

Feng Shui forecast for year 2010 also says that Tiger will meet their love ones next year. Heee :P

Merry Christmas ! 

this morning 17 Dec, 3.15am. somewhere in Perak.

小番薯 was a name that I used to have... some times ago..

I have finished my exams today and I cleaned up by desktop and external hard disk drive. I found this picture which I took some times ago when I was housekeeping my bedroom.. and it reminds me of someone..

It's a picture of Potato. Cute, isn't it?

We used to call each other 大番薯 and 小番薯. I was 小番薯 and he was 大番薯. hahha =D

And another picture,

A happy 'family'

A thing that I am not sure whether I should keep, or throw away..

Ok, I know I shouldn't think about this anymore, it's just something that I see and they remind me of him, that's all.. nothing else..

It's time to sleep, tomorrow have to go to lab and cast my column.

I really wish that Mr Choo could let me cast tomorrow, so that I can go back home.

Sometimes I really don't know how to communicate with the lab people.

Conflicts keep arising and I have to talk to them repeatedly and to different person, and yet things turn out to be the wrong one, and they are deemed to be my fault! wth..

Nevermind, one more semester to go. After next semester then I can say 'buh-bye' to them already...

It has been a month I left this blog untouched and today I am coming back to blog about my inspiration today.


Yes! I wanna open my own cake house!

Mocha cake from Bengawan Solo =)

Why? coz I like cakes a lot. I can't stop myself from seeing those beautiful and nicely decorated cakes everytime I pass by Bengawan Solo. I think the cakes in Bengawan Solo are the most beautiful one, and they are nicer too =)
I like to bake cakes too. I like to see the cake especially when they come out from the oven and look good! and I know that yes! I can make it! And I like to see people eating my cakes! hahaha.. Pardon me if the cakes were not nice, I will make it better next time =)

What? Other than cakes, I like Chocolates a lot too. So I will be making lots of different kinds of chocolates in my cake house too. So my cake house will have a concept consisting cakes and chocolates. Hmz.. have to think about this. I'm gonna make it a really interesting one.
And a confirm thing, my cake house won't be selling any bread, it will not be like BreadTalk.

How? Well, I am still not too sure about this. As I have to earn enough money first before I can really open my cake house.
This brings me to another question - When?
I will come out with a plan for this, I have a lot of factors have to be factored in.

Who? Myself! and with my future husband if he is willing to do it together with me. ^_^ And of course, I welcome new ideas! If you are interested or have any ideas, feel free to let me know hahas..

Where? This is a very important question. Will it be in Singapore? Or in Malaysia? Or other countries? But I havent travelled to other countries till date. I wish to find out more about the cake house concepts in European countries, like France. I may bring back their concepts and the most importantly is the people here able to accept the ideas. I wanna make it a different thing here.

Ok, this will be my ultimate goal. I will be doing this when I want to settle down in my life.
It's not practical to talk about any plan right now, as I don't have a concrete plan yet. So this will be the next thing that I'm gonna do after my exam. I wish to achieve this as soon as possible, probably before I reach 30. ^__^

Talking about cakes, and I am craving for cakes right now ~

A nice voice to hear, 寂寞光年 by 刘力扬, a female singer from China (though her name doesn't sound like a girl's one, Haha)

It's the theme song of the Singapore Drama Series "The Ultimatum" (双子星). It's a great Singapore production and its standard can be deemed to be up to the par of Hong Kong TVB drama series. It's in my next-to-watch list! =)

It is actually quite a sad song, about a lonely person who wishes to be cared by someone. Somehow, I feel like I am like the person that she sings - a person that looks tough at outside, but actually vulnerable inside.

有时会想要有个人可以让我依赖，
一双宽厚的肩膀让我依靠，
在我需要的时候支持我，
给我温暖的拥抱，
手牵着手，
一起分享生活中的喜怒哀乐，
一直到老。

一直等待着，
一个对的人...

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼 眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己横行
忘了我也值得被关心

一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了 快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重

漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球

还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

883Jia FM used to be my favourite radio station at all time. I used to tune in to its online streaming every night when I was studying. Nice to have it to accompany me through my last 2 years of study here.
Sadly, it's online streaming is no longer available now due to some licensing problem.
After many times of searching and switching from one station to another, I finally found this fantastic channel. It is just what I want!

Introducing HKGFM.net!
It has a lot of different channels and the channel that I like the most is Asia Hitz. It has songs ranges from Chinese to Japan and Korean, and it has one that 883Jia doesn't have, Cantonese! Perfect! So basically all songs from Taiwan, Malaysia, Singapore, Japan, Korea and Hong Kong can be found here. They are all songs of normally a Chinese will listen to. No English songs though, and no Malays too. Haha! Nice.

I like it so much and I will tune in whenever I turn on my lappy =)

Enjoy ~ if it interests you ~

This is also where I found this song 寂寞光年 by 刘力扬 which I will post in the next post.